Today

Apologies for lack of post till now.

Yesterday

Bee arrives early for tea in the garden.

Brought friends to my play.

Laughed a lot.

Told me how to rewrite it.

Enjoyed barbecue in the garden all evening and way into the night.

Stayed the night

Was up before seven this morning when I went for my swim. (Because she hadn’t yet been to sleep. Because she hadn’t taken drugs.)

Is still here.

We are about to have tonight’s barbecue. Gone ten pm

And I have too much to do...

(Far too much. Too much stress. At times like this I wonder if I could begin to imagine what it feels like to be Bee...)